As a fellow bullied-bully, this work hits home hard. That feeling of deserved loneliness, of having deserved some sort of divine punishment for what you have done, of thinking you will and deserve to spend the rest of your life being hated and alone. Of hating things and then hating yourself for hating those things. The feeling of having no reason at all to live, but then finding one and dedicating your existence to it. There is no doubt that the creator went through these exact feelings, as there is no way you can portray them so accurately otherwise. If you are in the same boat, then you will definitely love this story.